KBS Mindset

Indeed. Bad dream comes true.

I just recently realized how being stressed feels like. When you just stayed up and finished homework until 2AM, woke up at 8AM for school, and attended TA office hour everyday in order to get a piece of homework going. It’s just overwhelming. The only first thing I look for after school is my bed.

I have spare time though. I can do a lot of things during spare time. In fact, my spare time goals are building a windows business application, hopefully for my parents’ business, and learn php with mysql (seriously lol). I usually procrastinate. I always think anything would never be too late. I am always being too optimistic even though I tried to be pessimistic. That’s why I’m reading a book called 100 ways to motivate yourself.

One of the 100 ways is to imagine you are on your deathbed, and visualize all the people whom you would like to see before you vanish from earth. As you are passing away, you would think of the things you would have done. I did, and there are tons of things I must have accomplished by now. In my case, I should have been going to gym, I should have listened my parents for such and such, I should have sticked to my personal goals, I should have been this and that. Nevertheless, I never take it into actions.

Now one of all my deathbed regrets rises. Wanna take a wild guess of what it is?
If we still keep procrastinating, at the speed of life regrets will be coming obvious.
:sigh: Still I don’t know how to cut the slack. Alright, right off to bed now.

PS: Happy Veteran’s Day! Nah I don’t really care. All I care is: “In observance of Veteran’s Day, there is NO school.” xD