KBS Mindset

It’s time for a little music. Enjoy

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It’s never enough to say I’m sorry
It’s never enough to say I care
But I’m caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone’s losing

It’s like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you’re always mad
And I, I can’t change your mind
I know it’s like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can’t give you what you want
And it’s killing me
And I, I’m starting to see
Maybe we’re not meant to be

It’s never enough to say I love you
No, it’s never enough to say I try
It’s hard to believe
That’s theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our life

Nobody wins when everyone’s losing

It’s like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you’re always mad
And I, I can’t change your mind
I know it’s like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can’t give you what you want
And it’s killing me
And I, I’m starting to see
Maybe we’re not meant to be

There’s still time to turn this around
You could building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it’s too late

It’s like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you’re always mad
And I, I can’t change your mind
I know it’s like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can’t give you what you want
And it’s killing me
And I, I’m starting to see
Maybe we’re not meant to be

It’s like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you’re always mad
And I, baby I’m sorry to see
Maybe we’re not meant to be

It’s quite wise to create a list of products that you solely and daily depend on and that it makes your life much easier.

Year 2009: Products that I can’t live without.

Electronic

iPhone 3G – Not the very “iPhone 3G” itself but with the following applications:

Calendar – (iPhone Native Application) that is synced to my Macbook’s iCaldenar so then my UCLA class schedule is downloaded and available on my iPhone.

Fring – Mobile IM

RSS Reader – that keeps me update of currents news.

Showtimes – an application for iPhone 3G that allows me to check out nearest theaters information and movie times on the go.

Youtube (iPhone Native Application) – then I can listen (watch) to any music on-the-go anytime (of course with the must-have AT&T Wireless plan).

Websites

aimini

for via-web-browser music downloading. Aimini is of sorts like imeem, but it’s limited with much smaller library. However, it’s worth a query search if you want to download a song that you can’t get a hit on or afraid of using P2P-software such as Limewire.

Dictionary

when I’m blogging, I often am suspecting a word spell or thesaurus (since I’m not a native English speaker). And, Dictionary.com does it well.

Firefox

my preferred internet browser since I’ve known it.

Hi5

the number 1 social network for Cambodians.

Hulu

since I don’t adopt a TV-watching habit, I access most of my favorite TV series via Hulu. [Yes I don't watch TV at all. See how cool am I?]

imeem

I hear a cool music in my car, memorize the title, and hit it on imeem.

Meebo

so I can IM in a computer lab or a public computer with internet access.

Photobucket

storing photo in the cloud for sharing and embedding into my blog, although lately I’ve been using Flickr.

Techcrunch

my favorite tech news blog.

Wikipedia

endless online knowledge.

Wordpress

my preferred blogging engine, for the sake of open source and feature-rich.

Youtube

where I kill my times.

Google and it’s products:

iGoogle - or Google Personalized Homepage is my favorite web portal.

Gmail – I have tried at least thousands, if not several, of email services such as Yahoo, Hotmail, Myway, Mail, and AOL, but when I came to Gmail in 2006, I’m stuck there forever by it’s friendly and simple user interface, organization, features such as labels and filters, and speed. By speed I mean, I have had experience with Hotmail, which took ages to send an attachment and even now in MSN messenger, and Yahoo, which also took ages to send an attachment, but Yahoo Messenger file-sending works quite impressive now, and both services’ (Hotmail and Yahoo Mail) sloppy user interfaces/layouts and loading time.

Gmail Draft Folder – I think it is noteworthy since I mostly upload a file into Gmail Draft Folder so that I can access it later. Till now, I still can’t find a web application that does the job fast.

Google Groups – for academic purposes such as group projects and team research.

Software

Limewire

needless to say what it does.

Macintosh Front Row

where I solely use for checking out new theatrical movie trailers, directly from my Macbook.

Warcraft III and the Frozen Throne

that I use to play a custom map, called Dota-Allstars or Defense of the Ancients. The only game I play nowadays.

[updated]
Oh yeah. For Video IM, right now I’m using Yahoo Messenger. It’s the only option since MSN Messenger Mac Version does not support Video IM, or does it? I would switch to iChat (Mac OS Software) if and if only all my friends switch to using Macbook or iMac. Now that’s sad. Add me to your iChat contact list if you do have it activated at [bunsann@gmail.com].

Indeed. Bad dream comes true.

I just recently realized how being stressed feels like. When you just stayed up and finished homework until 2AM, woke up at 8AM for school, and attended TA office hour everyday in order to get a piece of homework going. It’s just overwhelming. The only first thing I look for after school is my bed.

I have spare time though. I can do a lot of things during spare time. In fact, my spare time goals are building a windows business application, hopefully for my parents’ business, and learn php with mysql (seriously lol). I usually procrastinate. I always think anything would never be too late. I am always being too optimistic even though I tried to be pessimistic. That’s why I’m reading a book called 100 ways to motivate yourself.

One of the 100 ways is to imagine you are on your deathbed, and visualize all the people whom you would like to see before you vanish from earth. As you are passing away, you would think of the things you would have done. I did, and there are tons of things I must have accomplished by now. In my case, I should have been going to gym, I should have listened my parents for such and such, I should have sticked to my personal goals, I should have been this and that. Nevertheless, I never take it into actions.

Now one of all my deathbed regrets rises. Wanna take a wild guess of what it is?
If we still keep procrastinating, at the speed of life regrets will be coming obvious.
:sigh: Still I don’t know how to cut the slack. Alright, right off to bed now.

PS: Happy Veteran’s Day! Nah I don’t really care. All I care is: “In observance of Veteran’s Day, there is NO school.” xD